So today, i feel like absolute shit
I feel so depressed right now, its unbelievable.
Im so sick of feeling ugly and fat.
I hate this.
I just wish for once that I was normal and didn't have to do this.
I hate this
anywyas...today all i've had was fruit(120 cals) and hot chocolate(45 cals) so about 165 cals
im too depressed to eat anything else
tomorroow, ma max is going to be 200

Current Mood: depressed